Breathe in, breathe out... i'm going to meet this guy tmrw... it really bothers me how uncertain i feel about it. i'm kind of excited, worried and guilty at the same time. Excited bcuz he really seems like an interesting guy, different from all those i know. worried bcuz he's still a stranger, and a wise girl would have been cautious no matter how good he seems like... unfortunately, it's a dangerous world outside, so better be on my guard... and finally the guilt... i can't help thinking that i'm being unfaithful... esp when it's only weeks left till i see Him, till smth might or might nor work out, till our last chance... I know i'm being silly, bcuz no one asked me to be faithful to... but somehow i feel like i'm betraying myself... well, Villas, i really hope you're worth it...
Villas? Nice name :D and btw, it's definitely not a betrayel and you know why!
ReplyDeleteI think that this is really what you needed. This date is a nice idea.
If he(u know which one) doesn't care, why should you?!
heheh... alright, we'll see what happens tmrw
ReplyDeleteook, let me know how it goes
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