this is me... a result from a 15 minute brainstorming

i'm an ordinary girl
i'm 18 but still use the half price advantages for children
i push all the doors, even when it's written "pull" above the door handle
i cry watching sad scenes even on cartoons
i'm clumsy
i'm not sure about everything in my life
i often let people fool me
i'm afraid of the future
i do not always enjoy the present
i lie
i prefer posting in english, and it's not showing off
i do not have a perfect life, but i like it
i'm not afraid to die, because it's just another beginning
i do dream a lot
i believe in love sometimes
i prefer to have somebody i can depend on, but
i usually manage quite well by myself
i'm not afraid to walk down a dark street alone, but
i'm terrified of dead aquarium fish
i have a dirty mind and i don't care if people think i'm a pervert
i have the guts to tell you the truth if you care enough to ask
i have a short memory
i'm bad at remembering names
i have an average intelligence
i'm not a nerd by nature, but i can be one if needed
i hate being defeated
i blush often
i do not have enemies
i forgive easily
i'm bad at refusing requests
i have emo moments
i have scars from the past
i build walls around me and this post is an attempt to crush them down
i tend to stare when i see someone beautiful
i collect quotes
i'm not artistic
i worry about details too much
i'm superstitious
i can believe in anything
i doubt everything
i live with no regrets
i believe all people are good in the heart
i don't stand people telling me what to do
i can't go around telling people what to do either
i can be very patient if i try hard
i'm afraid of dentists
i have a big goal in my life
i've realized money is important not so long ago
i usually avoid being in the center of anything
i like watching things happen
i like listening to people
i get nervous and start freaking out usually when it's all over
i can pretend
i have good friends
i love my friends
i love people i respect
i love school
i trust people
i don't like responsibility
i'm immature
i love being hugged
i have never loved
i've been into this 1 guy for veery long
i know love and lust are not the same sometimes
i love my freedom
i'm proud

times's up... 1 more thing:
i admit there're things i skipped while writing this list

So this is what i've created out of my life so far